OMG HI GUYS
so as crazy as it is
I am a subscriber again o-o;
CAUSE IS THE BEST PERSON IN THE UNIVERSE! ODO;
I randomly joined a contest which didnt include art making *lame lame* YES I AM ASHAMED. Cause I still have no tiemz for drawing anime stuff TT TT
that explains the header and footer too.
I AM SORRY THAT I USED PICS OF MYSELF, OKAY?
but doing stuff with photos is now the only way how can i keep my photoshop skills in shape *LE SIGH*

But lets get down to business.
OMG HOLY HELL CONCERT CHOIR LAST NIGHT <3 <3 <3 *V* I loved it. It was so much fun, We messed up. BUT IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. Since the only choir that gets concerts all the time is our elite, the swing choir, we in our other choirs are kinda sad beings D:
BUT WE DO OUR BEST AT EVERY CHANCE WE GET. YES. As I mentioned before, Im in 2 choirs ^^ the all girls one and advanced choir, which is mixed. I have quite a few things comin up now too. The massed choir is coming up, which will mean looooots of people from different schools singing together, but for that I also signed up for honor choir, YEY EXTRA PRACTISE. Fun fun. OuO And Girls Ensable has a competition coming up >3< well, not so soon, its not till like, April. April 30th. Yea. BUT WE HAVE TO DO OUR BEST EVEN NOW SO WE SHOW THEM THAT EVEN SMALL TOWN HAS BIG TALENTS, YOSHHHHHH. :D
Haha, sorry. ^^;
But anyway.
On other note.
OMGOOOOSH
SAKURACON THIS WEEEEEEK~
Im so exciteeeeeed~ I was SO damn lucky to get to go in the end. Cause first tiffany said I could go w/ her and her family on one of the days, which was perfect cause I believed that my hostfamily would let me go when its just a day AND its with an adult. Then Tiff drastically changed her plans, so they were staying whole weekend which... wasnt as convenient for me. Lets say not at all. So I was trying to get my hostmom to let me go with some of my friends from school >> Dave n his girlfriend [who are both 18] and Kyle and his best friend Aisha [about to turn 17]... but they are stayin one night on friday and then we're spending whole saturday on the con. I got yelled at. A lot. It sucks to live with old people when it comes to this. Cause they think that all teenagers think only about how to cause/get in trouble. And of course, there was 2 GUYS coming. Oh noes, apocalypse. < / sarcasm > I mean seriously - 2 guys, when one of them is going with his girlfriend, and the other one is pretty much gay. NOTHING CAN HAPPEN EVEN IF I WANTED TO. WTF. And on top of it, they are like my best friends and they just want to take me with them so i can have fun cause they know how much I love anime and how much all this means to me! Lifetime opportunity here, hello?
So yeah at one point it seemed like my hostmom would actually bother to take me herself, even tho its such a long drive AND IT WOULD BE A LOT EASIER WITH PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN TO THE CON BEFOAAAAR. Then also there is the thing that to get in at all you have to have a person 18 or older with you, if you're under 18. So in the end I managed to get my way.
I kinda hated all the drama around it tho. I mean seriously. My hostmom is effin drama queen. She yells ALL. THE. TIME. about everything. And I dont even raise my voice, trying to talk about everything calmly, and in the end get accused of being the immature one. Thats why i rarely EVER ask her if I can go somewhere and stay locked inside the house. I mean seriously. Even when i wanted to go to church with one of my friends. She made me so stressed that I ended up sick the next day. Throwing up is no fun after a while. I take stress really badly. And you know, the ONLY problem about the thing was, that I was going with a guy. You know, i really wish at times i knew how to be friends with girls better. I would get in much less trouble. D: Im not even friends with guys in the sluty way_{still virgin, duh}. I just enjoy talking to them and hanging out with them better. :<
I always thought i was a patient person.
And I know im not acting that way at all lately.
BUT I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

- dear readers, this part of journal was lately in editing taken away. IT TURNED INTO EFFIN RANT D: Im so ashamed of myself. What have you done to me, America. -

Back to calm mode.
After all the crap, Im going to Sakuracon. YES.
I didnt really have chance to do any cosplay stuff tho :<
Im just gonna throw all of my ninja stuff together, hahaha. ^^
And just enjoy myself.
Cause this is be my very first time
when Ill be free again.
And even if its just one day... Im so happy i could cry.
Well I actually am. hahah.
isnt that kind of pathetic XD
But I just cant waiiiiit~ and before we leave Im gonna hang out at Kyle's place, ftw~ XD Im gonna dig through his closet cause his clothes are awesum >3< AND I'LL MAKE HIM TO LET ME BORROW ONE OF HIS MERMAID TAILS HAHAHHA :D
well i guess thats all for nowwww~
I'll try to write happy journals from now on.
Cause rants sucks.
OMG TOMORROW ME N MOONIE AND KYLE ARE GONNA GET SOME COFFEE AND DONUTS. Cause we can leave campus 3rd period LMAO. To take pics downtown XD sigh, I luv his new car =w=
WELL BYE FOR NOW GUYS THEN

MATA NEEEE~

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