Oh my god.
It was such a long time ago since i wrote journal o-o
hard to believe Irma is still alive, eh?
Some things have been happenin round here, some things have been the same, getting me depressed and not wanting to do anything at all...
but yeah, my suffering will be over soon
by that i dont mean committing suicide, but the fact that my exchange program is almost over ^^
Its kind of sad to look back and think of what Ive accomplished when.. I havent really done much.
All pretending away, it was a bad year for me. I had a bad luck with the host family I live with. The way they treat me and my exchange student sis is not really what teenagers, exchange students or human beings in general should be treated.
Im not gonna talk about any details here, Im keeping that as a report to my agency.
But anyway.
This past 2 weeks were quite busy. ^^
Both of my choir competitions are now over. Sadly we didnt score as high as I wish :< last wednesday girls ensamble went up to longview, but you can hardly expect bunch of girls work hard ><; they were too busy being bitches to each other D: one girl even spilled hot chocolate all over other girl's dress. I mean what the fuck? then everyone was angry at each other and we sounded like crap.
On thursday I went to Grays Harbor college, cause I won first place in Grays Harbor's High Schools Art show... thing o-o;

This is the painting my art teacher sent there. Click view image to see it better xD The building in the background is the back of the Ely cathedral... i redrew it froma photo i took when I was in England... *sigh* i miss england T.T
Well anyway, NOW I HAVE A BLUE RIBBON, LOL :D
Lets go on.
Then on saturday I WENT TO PROM <3
haha, i even had a date. LOL. Owo surprising, ne? he got here just because of me, even tho he lives in Puyallup... thats like what, 2 hours drive to Elma? yey~ not gonna post pics here, cause Irma looks like crap XD hahah *hates dresses* Prom didnt end till like 12, but i didnt really wanna go home >3> we went to lindsay's with few more friends (after changing fromt he annoying dress xD) and watched movies and stuff. What sucked was that we had to go to church the next morning >A> ANNOYING MUCH?
But yeah, this wednesday, we had another choir competition- the massed choir. It was pretty much bunch of choirs going to one place and after competing, we all sang together IT WAS LIKE MORE THAN WHUT, 13 SCHOOLS? THERE WAS HUNDEREDS OF PPL~ I was also part of the honor choir. lol, we had special practices 3 tuesdays before that. There was this one guy who randomly tried to talk to me few times, and then we spend most of the wednesday together. XD he was SO funny, haha. and cute. I miss him D: Why do i always find guys who live WAY TOO FAR AWAY~ keepin in contact with him tho~ he sent me some cool items on gaia XD sweet~
After that i was pretty worn out. Today our pastor took me and me and my exchange sis to the rainforest and the beach xD it was raining and cold, so we didnt stay out for too long. but it was nice to get out. 2 weeks ago i kinda had a break down while talking to my youth pastor and now all church people are trying to help us get out the house and let us see places. After 9 months living here, all we know is our house, school and church. Im not even overdoing it. I have never been so grateful to anyone as i am now to my church people... its almost as if they knew our situation and just waited for us to ask for the help... I feel so stupid now. But kinda relieved too.
My future weekends seem to be busy from now on :) Im just so glad.
WELL HOPEFULLY I'LL BE ABLE TO TALK TO YOU ALL GUYS SOON <3
Miss you all
Love
Irma-aki

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